September 22, 2008

The mail came...

Guess what came in the mail today??? My mastectomy date...whoo hoo
October 27...i'm in shock...teary...it's really happening....Crap!

It's like trying to avoid eating the forbidden fruit...it will happen...ultimately...and I will have new enlightenment because of it...life with be harder because of it...the fall from grace can't be fun...kwim?
I need to seriously read scripture today...during nap time...i'm emotional and feeling very scared.

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  1. I have marked that date on my calendar. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.

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  2. For in the day of trouble he will keep me safe in his dwelling; he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle and set me high upon a rock.

    Psalm 27:5 - one of my favorites

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  3. that's the first place i have gone to read....blessings to you!
    jodi

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  4. May you have the stregnth you need that day. You already have more courage and bravery then I could ever hope to have!

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  5. I am and will be thinking of you Jodi. You can do it. My prayers are with you.

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  6. My thoughts and prayers are with you and I am wishing you find peace and comfort in those around you who love you.

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  7. I saw you over at Working With Felt and followed your trail to your blog.

    I am also a cancer survivor - my journey started 4 years ago just after I turned 40 with a diagnosis of a rare stage 3 salivary gland cancer. Two major surgeries and intense round of radiation therapy later, my life is better than ever.

    Good things started streaming my way after I found my inner strength and stared down the ugly cancer monster. Continue to be strong - you will find your way through!

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  8. I hope a couple days of prayer and mediation have helped build your strength to face this. You truly are an amazing woman, and Just like Kay I believe you can rise above and make life better than ever.

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  9. yeah meditation will surely help

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  10. You will be in our thoughts and prayers!

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