Guess what came in the mail today??? My mastectomy date...whoo hoo
October 27...i'm in shock...teary...it's really happening....Crap!
It's like trying to avoid eating the forbidden fruit...it will happen...ultimately...and I will have new enlightenment because of it...life with be harder because of it...the fall from grace can't be fun...kwim?
I need to seriously read scripture today...during nap time...i'm emotional and feeling very scared.
October 27...i'm in shock...teary...it's really happening....Crap!
It's like trying to avoid eating the forbidden fruit...it will happen...ultimately...and I will have new enlightenment because of it...life with be harder because of it...the fall from grace can't be fun...kwim?

I need to seriously read scripture today...during nap time...i'm emotional and feeling very scared.